I must confess, I have let little things bother me about cheerleading that shouldn't due to my family issues. I want to apologize to anyone who has felt my wrath. It was pretty bad. I am so sorry.
My Mother has been hospitalized since this past Wednesday. She suffers from Multiple Sclerosis and all these family issued have led to her illness being worse than it should be. I apologize for any part I have played in it. My Mom looks fantastic and is in great physical shape that we all forgot sometimes that she is not well. I will miss talking to my Mother about things in my life but I can no longer discuss things that may worry her. I also need to stop worrying about things like cheerleading. My daughter is 9. If she doesn't care, I don't care. Let her have fun. I may have to post sticky notes all over the house as a reminder but I a gonna do it.
I must confess, I have sought professional help for my issued. It has helped me tremendously and I have learned to communicate better. Everyone needs to communicate and not via email or twitter or facebook.....old fashion telephone. I have talked to my father this week more than I have in 6 months. My sister won't talk to me but when she is ready to talk to me, I am here. I just want to move forward and not re-hash the past.
Thank God for Family!